January 14, 2014

New Year Resolutions

Hola a todos, después de un largo tiempo sin postear, estoy de nuevo. En este nuevo post quiero contarles las razones por las cuales deje el blog un poco en stand by durante casi la mitad de todo el año pasado.

Resulta que el 29/05/2013 falleció una de las personas más importantes en mi vida, por no decir la más importante, mi madre. Mi madre fue una persona muy especial en la vida de todas las personas que la conocian, era sumamente generosa, luchadora, nunca se rindió, siempre siguió adelante, con fuerza, una de las personas más divertidas que conocí pero sobre todo con muchisimo amor para dar. Un gran ejemplo de vida. Y una inspiración para cualquier persona.

Para mi es esa persona que me hizo ser quien soy y me enseñó todo lo que sé. Que me educó para ser una buena persona y estuvo conmigo siempre en las buenas y en las malas. Quien me dió la libertad para hacer las cosas a mi manera y equivocarme pero siempre haciendome saber que nos equivocabamos juntas. E inspirandome para hacer todo lo que me haga bien, feliz, siempre decia que eso era lo más importante para ella, ver a sus hijos y sus nietos felices haciendo cosas que nos hagan bien.

Su pérdida significo en mi vida un gran sentimiento de vacio, una tristeza que nunca pense que iba a sentir. Me sentí pérdida, sin inspiración para escribir, nada me gustaba, no sabia que hacer, entonces empezé a hacer todo como por default, incluso postear, porque sentia que tenia que hacerlo, y terminaba no haciendo nada bien, asi que decidi que era el momento de parar de dejar de hacer, de alejarme de todo, estar solo con mi familia y hacer mi duelo. Y cuando lo creeria conveniente empezar de nuevo, de a poco. De esta manera sentí que este nuevo año que comenzaba era una buena oportunidad para empezar de nuevo, y poner todas mis energías en esos proyectos que me hagan bien, rodearme de gente con la que disfruto estar, y empezar de nuevo, después de todo sé que mi madre solo querria eso, que fuera felíz.

Asi que con este post vuelvo al mundo bloguero, con energías renovadas y esperando que les gusten todas las cosas nuevas que tengo para este nuevo comienzo.

Mi madre y yo // My mother and I
Hi all, after a long time without posting , I'm back . In this new post I want to tell the reasons why I leave the blog a bit on standby for nearly half of last year . 

On 05/29/2013 one of the most important people in my life , if not the most important , passed away, my mother. she was a very special person in the lives of all who knew her , was extremely generous , strong, never gave up, always kept going, one of the funniest people I met but especially with a lot of love to give. A great example of life. And an inspiration for anyone .For me it is the person who made me who I am and taught me everything I know. She raised me to be a good person and always was with me through thick and thin. Who gave me the freedom to do things in my way and let me to make mistakes, but always making me know that we were mistaken together. Inspiring me to do everything that make me well and happy. She always said that the most important thing to her was see her children and grandchildren happy doing things that make us good. 

Their loss in my life meant a great feeling of emptiness, a sadness that I never thought I would feel . I felt lost , uninspired to write anything, did not know what to do, then I started to do everything as default , even posting on my blog, because I felt I had to do it, and I ended up not doing anything right , so I decided that was the time to stop doing , to get away from everything, to be alone with my family and do my mourning. And when I think appropriate to start again , slowly . Thus I felt that this new year starting it was a good opportunity to start fresh , and put all my energy into those projects that make me good, surround myself with people that I enjoy being , and start again , after all I know my mother would want that, for me and my family to be happy. 

So with this post I come back to the blogger world with renewed energy and hoping you like all the new things I have for this new beginning.



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16 comments:

  1. Awww sweetheart! My heart aches for you and your family. Your mother was an amazing person and she will truly be missed. My condolences.

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  2. First of all, welcome back to posting. My condolences to your family. xx lisa giglove

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  3. I am sorry to hear that darling... May your mother rest in peace... #giglove

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  4. Sad to hear that, condolences to you and your family. Welcome back to the blogosphere dear! gig

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  5. Welcome back and enjoy blogging. I’m sorry to hear about your loss of a mother. gig

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  6. i'm sorry for your lost. welcome back to blogosphere! gig love

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  7. stay strong babe!!we are all here for you..dont give up keep on writing babe!xoxo

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  8. My condolences to you and your family I am sure your mother is so proud watching and watching out for you from haven. stay strong
    Maria giglove

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  9. oh no :( very sorry and sad to hear that. hope you and your family are well. take care and condolences to you and your family

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  10. I'm sorry to hear that. My condolences to your family.
    Welcome back!

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  11. Welcome back to blogging - I'm so sorry for your loss, my thoughts are with you! #GIGLove

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  12. Gime lo siento mucho por tu perdida, no sabia :( :( mucha fortaleza para ti y tu familia en un momento tan difícil, un abrazo enorme <3

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  13. oh wow your straight hair are so beautiful. Great post...keep on being motivated and inspired.
    xxx
    mari

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  14. Welcome back to blogging! I'm sad to hear about what happened to your mother. :( I bet she's an amazing person. My condolences to you and your whole family.

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  15. I symphatize with you, dear. I know no words could console a grieving heart for now. I am sure you truly love your mother so much. gig.

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